i was just sitting here on the couch talking to my mom about Dameon.. and when i started saying some things, i just had to stop. i felt like i was guna throw up.. or.. cry. and i am so sick and tired of crying about him and me. i love him but i feel so mad.. mostly hurt. but like i even matters, right? he went all this time doing this to me. he must be pretty happy with his life. and that's exactly what i wanted. we always told each other than we wanted the other to be happy, even if it wasn't with us. and i always told him that when he was mine, and.. to be honest, it hurts a lot more saying that and then watching it happen than you think.
i don't know if i'm happy about him being back in my life, but i am very glad to know that he is okay. i will always love him.
i was really glad that this weekend was time to go see mama.
i love her and miss her all the time. much too much(:
we took some really funny pictures on her laptop, and she uploaded them to facebook because i had forgotten to sign out, so.. i got screwed in the BUTT.
that's what this picture is all about.
YEAH. LAUGH IT UP.
i know my mom is right now.
D:
fml. VERY funny. this wasn't meant for the world of facebook to see mama.
love you too. hahahah(: uhhhm. i can't wait to go to the gym tomorrow(:
i'm so excited about working out again. (: i need it.
mkay. i'm guna goooo.
BYE(:
