yeah.. it's been awhile. ugh. too much to try and catch up on.. the 17th was dameon's birthday): i sent him a message, but i guarantee.. bet a million dollars.. anything. he didn't even see it.

whatever. like i freakin care anymore.

for those of you reading this and don't know who he is, don't ask me.

cause i won't have enough time to explain what he means to me.

just know that he was once my everything, and how i'm just wishing he would talk to me.

chances are, he probably won't talk to me for another 7 months. :D WOOOO.

FML. (:

i'm getting this swimsuit for summer(:

i need a strapless one, cause of my tattoo.

i don't want a tan line through it(: ahahah SEXY? (: i think so.

i'm watching the nanny right now (my favorite show) and waiting for my hair to get done. my ears hurt cause i feel the bleach touching them and they ache from me shoving bigger gauges through them. guess i shouldn't complain. BEAUTY IS PAIN(: right mama?

i got some new songs, and i am absolutely OBSESSED with this one my pink(: makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside(:

gosh darn it. i got bleach on my fingers, and it's hurting me. ahaha

i'm so glad that my bf doesn't read my blog. (HE SHOULD!!!)

then he'd know about all the boys in my life. NOT that i'm cheating.

he's just protective. hahah.

hm. i always pick the complicated ones. WHY!

i freakin need to go back to the gym. i haven't been in.. almost three days.

that's bad.. and i've been eating so much crap.

i'm such a failure.

D: lol

''your lips, my biggest weakness(:'' ohhh justin bieber.. (: hahahaha

i'm such a fag.

okay, i need to eat something.

i hate being hungry, but i hate eating.

once agian, i'm a fag.

:D

okay, bye byeeeeee.