i'm assuming that a few of you out there still continue to read this, but if not, i guess this is just something i will do for me. even though i already have a journal. hahah..

my life is.. getting better(: i am certainly a very happy girl. i love where i'm at in life and i'm excited for things to just get better.

mom isn't moving to arizona anymore. and i'm moving in with zakk after this coming weekend(: something i kind of knew would happen, but him and i have waited awhile for. i'm very glad that my mom found happiness again, although it was fast.

i know that some of the decisions i have made, and will make, aren't what some people in my family would be proud to support me in, such as moving in with my boyfriend.

and i guess i could say i was sorry, but then again i would be apologizing for doing what makes me happy, and that just seems so silly.

i don't live by anyone's rules, and if i make a mistake, i'll learn to deal with it on my own.

i'm not worried about anything ahead of me.

i've learned that worrying has never gotten me anywhere. everything always ends up working out for me in the end, it's just hard to see the light through the smoke sometimes.

life is great and i'm extremely happy. to me, that's all that matters(: