i don't really remember the last time i wrote on here. haha i think it's been awhile.

as i'm writing this, i'm arguing with my boyfriend.. it's kind of stupid, but most of the time when a couple fights, it's pointless. so, it'll be fine. anthony! i know you still read all these! i miss you and ashley. you need to call me sometime, let me know if she's still living with you(:

shell! i miss you too): it was cute how mad you got last night that i was in town and you weren't. heh(:

dougie fresh? i think i miss you more than anyone right now. i haven't seen you in so long..

i love you):

give your sister a huge kiss for me:D

daddy? ily.. ):

i know there's a lot of others of you that read this, and i don't really feel like writing to all of you, soo...... hey. hah.

anyways..

job stuff is going fine i guess. everyone keeps asking me about it.

i had an interview for american eagle yesterday.

and like i told a few people, it was extremely lame. he asked me pointless questions, (some of them) and it only lasted about 7 minutes. i drove all the way there to sit there for SEVEN MINUTES! i was mad. cause it also got rescheduled twice, so. i dunno. i'm pretty sure i'll end up getting a job at the mall, but i'd love to work there.

josh's girlfriend came over yesterday, also. i had to drive so much. it was insane. hha

i went to st helens and picked her up with him, brought her back to mom's. then like 7 hours later, i had to drive her all the way back and come home. D:

that, and i drove to the mall and back twice.

talk about annoying.

oh well. at least i didn't have to use my own money for gas to go get her.

screw that. ahahha.

todaaaay! (:

twas a good one. mama, kristian, josh and i did some yard work for a few hours. actually got quite a lot done! it's lookin pretty good(: had to get a little dirty, but i saved a bunch of worms, and made a colony! :D

this was a lady bug that landed on my pants. hahah! i looked down and i was like, OH HI! :D

lol.. mom was makin fun of me. (: oh! and to anyone reading this, I Spit On Your Grave, is a MUST see movie. it's so gross(: if you don't have a strong stomach, i don't suggest it.

i think zakk and i are okay now..

he's taking forever to text me back, so he's either playing guitar, or... playing pokemon. D:

ugh. he's such a freak. i hope i see him soon. i miss the hell out of him.

alrighty. i'm off.