yesterday was just retarded. i guess it started out alright, but later that night, i was in this god awful mood for absolutely no reason. and i was acting like such a brat, but i knew i was. :/ weird.. but then i said something to zakk, he took it the wrong way and just got pissed BECAUSE i was in a bad mood and he felt terrible because there wasn't really much he could do to help me. i was like, uhh.. that's not fair! i'm hardly ever in a stupid mood like that but when i am, he can't handle it the right, gentle way. ugh. so i was all moody, i was bawling. it was just weird. i was like, THIS IS SO RETARDED.. eventually i just passed out, but. i still can't believe i was acting that way. whatever.. today was much better. it POURED like mad though. looked like god had to pee really really bad. finally got a new card from the bank and had a new permanent one ordered. again. hmmm.. ate pizza(: and tomorrow! i get to see zakk. he's doing this battle of the bands thing. his band finally released their EP! ohmygosh. they're seriously freakin good. love love love ittttt... what else, eh? i miss him): i need to see my honeyyyy.. ):

ooh! on the 5th. i'm going to my friend kristi's graduation party!! i miss her so much. she was my best friend. still kinda is, but she just moved, and that completely sucked. ): guess everyone has a best friend move in their lifetime. i'm so soooo bored right now. ): .. i just want it to be tomorrow already!!!! D:< GRRR....... guess there's nothing else really to say): k byee..