aaaay. so, i know the last post was pretty boring. and that's cause my frikken mother was sitting there reading it as i was writing it, and i can't write like that. hahaha..

uhmm. so, last few days, i've still felt pretty shaaatty. i've just been wanting to sleep a lot. and that's really not like me. i'd rather be doing something else. like, hang out with friends. like, the last few nights i was at my shell's, housesitting, and i stayed there the entire time. WEIRD. see, if i would have been feeling better, i prolly would have gone to visit some people in town, but nooo. i watched a ton of movies and cuddled with kitty. i really miss zakk. i hope i get too see him within the next few days.

so, on the agenda for this week!!!

• GET A JOB.
• figure out what i'm doing with school,
• &&&
• take a good guess at how long it'll take to get my assss OUTTA here(:

not that i don't wana be here, mama(: you know how much i want my own place.

:D hm... i should be sleeping right now, but. i can't.

i kinda. sorta. WISH i wasn't coughing up this nasty green stuff anymore.

this morning, i woke up with yet ANOTHER urinary tract infection. wooptie effing doo.

i was so mad. i like, got up really fast, thinking i had to go to the bathroom really bad! and.... nothing. just pain.

i about punched myself in the nose. i was mad.

so i cleaned up after myself at shell's, and took myself to urgent care. thank goodness i got in.

so in about three days i should be all betterrrrr(:

andddd.. stevenrivermanbabe?(: if you're reading this, i miss you. a lot. and i kinda feel like you're mad at me): as soon as you read this, TEXT ME.

AW(:

zakk: ''i can't wait to have you in my arms again.'' :D heh. yeeeea. imma sucker.

alright, i think i'm guna gooo. i don't have a whole lot to say. ):

sorryyyyyyyyyyyy. loveee&peaceee.