Tuesday, June 29

i feel like i'm drowning in ice water. ♫

wow!! where the HECK do i start?
lately i'm just a hot mess. everything is suddenly flipped upside down, and it's like i'm not sure how i'm suppose to feel. for those of you that don't know this already, matthew and i didn't turn out quite the way we hoped. if you wana know more about it, feel free to text me or email me. i mean, i could write the whole long, gay, pathetic story on here.. but it's not really worth my time.

it's not like i'm worried about matt seeing this, he never read my blog.

uhm..
summer has just been. lazy. i don't do anything! i guess i'll finally start working some more, then i'll pay off my car. then i'm not sure. school? yeah! school.
uhm. then camping :D crrrap. i have to talk to my boss about that.
dameon christopher. i miss you like.. like.. a lot. i feel like you seriously forgot about me, and if you didn't, that's hard to believe. i need you a lot right now. tell ryan that i love him too..
i met this new guy, zakk. and well, he's prettymuch amazing. wana know? ask me.
(:
i've been hanging out with my sisters a lot lately. it's cute, when i leave, or go out of the room they're in, they're all like, WHERE ARE YOU GOING!?! hahah.. uhh. i'm going pee! is that okay with you!?! hahah. (:
i cleaned my room yesterday.
it's lovely(:
GAH! my phone is so loud when it vibrates. lol
i feel so boring right now.
i smell so good, hahaha!
okay, i think that's it.
sarah! omg. call me, seriously(:

brother!!(:

me: hey! you're doing a good job sweeping..
josh: i'm not being paid though!
me: cinderella was never paid...
josh: yeah! that's why she QUIT!
me: she didn't quit! she married prince charming you idiot!!