dear sarah.. i don't really know why i'm writing to you on here, but. i think it's because i don't care if anyone sees this.
you never did anything to make me hate you.. you just changed. don't ask me why, because i wouldn't be able to describe it. my life is changing and the last thing i wanted was to lose you. things are just different. and you know what?.. as soon as you told me that one day that it would be easy to replace me, you did. very easily. hey! kudos. you were right.
this sucks, but. it's what's happening. i don't know you anymore. i don't know what to do. cause obviously you don't care. because if you did, you wouldn't just assume that i hated you, you'd talk to me about it. and you never said one word to me. which shows me that you don't mind that we aren't best friends anymore.
sarah.. believe what you want. but you can't have more than one best friend.
that's the whole point of the word 'best' in that concept. best means.. the greatest one. the one above the rest of your friends.. and there is only one. but i guess it's not your fault that i'm not the best right?
i hope that you don't tell amanda the things you told me, such as saying that you will always be here for me, and all that. cause well.. i don't see you at all. i don't want this to happen to her too. to be honest.. i'm glad you have her. she makes you happy. and hey.. maybe she won't 'steal' your guys like i did, huh? yeah. sorry about the whole colton thing. YOU are the one pushing me away by talking crap about me like that to sasha. uhm, hello? i'm right here. you could have talked to ME about it like a big girl but noo. that just pushed me farther away. you don't miss me at all.
