so there's this guy.. and he prettymuch drives me insane. i hope he knows how much i love him, because no matter how many times i say it, i still feel like it's not enough. i hate being torn like this though.. so i am extremely behind in school. and i have to do 17 assignments a day, including weekends to be caught up enough in time to go back to school. and if i don't get it done, and get all C's or better, i have to go to alternative school. which would completely suck. so i'm bustin my butt trying to work and sometimes i just can't concentrate.. and it's pretty gay.. whatever! it's all worth it at the end of the day when i can do what i want and.. talk to people that make me smile(: haha.. i love you and you KNOW who you are.. (: sarah? YEAH.. i guess we do need to talk. lol THANKS A LOT RYAN! ''why is it such a big deal?!'' you wana KNOW why it's a big deal?! i'm guna knock you, out. haha.. it's ok. i still love you. i don't really care if she's mad. well, i mean. i do, but... haha. whatever. (: uhm, dameon? i miss you... (: (:
Saturday, January 16
the truth is, i can't stop thinking about you.
so there's this guy.. and he prettymuch drives me insane. i hope he knows how much i love him, because no matter how many times i say it, i still feel like it's not enough. i hate being torn like this though.. so i am extremely behind in school. and i have to do 17 assignments a day, including weekends to be caught up enough in time to go back to school. and if i don't get it done, and get all C's or better, i have to go to alternative school. which would completely suck. so i'm bustin my butt trying to work and sometimes i just can't concentrate.. and it's pretty gay.. whatever! it's all worth it at the end of the day when i can do what i want and.. talk to people that make me smile(: haha.. i love you and you KNOW who you are.. (: sarah? YEAH.. i guess we do need to talk. lol THANKS A LOT RYAN! ''why is it such a big deal?!'' you wana KNOW why it's a big deal?! i'm guna knock you, out. haha.. it's ok. i still love you. i don't really care if she's mad. well, i mean. i do, but... haha. whatever. (: uhm, dameon? i miss you... (: (:
