Monday, November 23

everything i'm not, made me everything i am..

oh kay, i KNOW smoking is bad, but this picture it kind of cool.. DON'T SMOKE! it's bad... BAD. alrighty, so for the first half of the day, i went to the preschool- that was fun.. then babysat for a little. and now i'm home. so yahh! i don't have all that much to say. i kind of wish that it didn't feel like dameon isn't there anymore.. i haven't heard from him and it's starting to really bother me.
i'm checking my email like, everyday and.. NOPE. nothin.. but alright.
as of right now, i just kind of want things to be.. easy. i'm sick of everything having to be so difficult and complicated in every way possible and most of the time, there is just nothing you can do about it. shouldn't life be.. haha i don't even know. there isn't only one word that could describe this stupid thing. haha
wow, i'm really starting to make no sense. but OK! HAH! dad fixed the door. i broke it like.. last year(: OOPS D= it's better now. no more boo boos. MOTHER! i miss you and love you. i haven't seen you in like.. 3 weeks. stupid. ahahahah.. ohmygoshh. i've got to pee so very violently. i can't even take it. D=

(2 minutes later) AHHH... (: much better. how refreshing.
so, not to gross you out or anything, but while i was in the bathroom, (ahahhaha) i was thinking, ''hey.. wouldn't that be cool if we never had to do anything that we didn't want to?!'' and my conclusion was... no.
that would only sometimes be convenient. why? simply because, this world is already STUPID enough as it is, we don't need hooligans running around doing nothing and getting high because that's what they felt like doing. and the little things would never get done. like, laundry.. or the dishes. and quite frankly.. life would just suck MORE if we didn't ever have to do anything we didn't want to(: and if that doesn't make sense to you, well. i. am. sorry...
idiot.

AAAAALL RIGHTY THENN! i'm guna stop writing now. (: byebye.

brother!!(:

me: hey! you're doing a good job sweeping..
josh: i'm not being paid though!
me: cinderella was never paid...
josh: yeah! that's why she QUIT!
me: she didn't quit! she married prince charming you idiot!!